It's the small things...

Over the last two days there have been the most gorgeous sunrises. Ive got a thing for sunrises and sunsets. Every time see a good one I kind of think it was made just for me. It's the little things that remind me most about the love that our Heavenly Father has for me.

Fondant

I made my first ever fondant cake! Yay! I think I've been drooling over pictures of fondant cakes and dying to try to make sugar flowers (and watching Cake Boss and Fabulous Cakes of course), etc for about two years now. I was just too terrified of how hard it might be. I did make some fondant about 6 months ago with the intention of making a birthday cake for work...but then it just sat in the fridge unused. I was scared to screw it up. I've never even eaten a fondant cake for goodness sake! I had no idea about the consistency or anything like that, but I finally had a reason to jump in head first; my niece Maliah's birthday.

I don't think I've ever been so excited and so frustrated all at the same time before. (Seriously, fondant's kind of hard.) The cake itself was no problem. It may have something to do with the fact that I used a box cake. Don't judge, I wanted to make sure that the cake would at least taste great even if the rest flopped. But the fondant. Oh the fondant. Maybe it was because it was home made, maybe it was because it had melted marshmallows in it, or who knows, maybe that's just how fondant is, but it was so sticky! It doesn't look that sticky on tv! I had to use a TON of corn starch to make sure it didn't stick to the counter. (Ya, that happened a few times.) And picking it up to place it on the cake takes a master I think. But I managed. See...

Isn't it BEAUTIFUL!

Aaron even helped by rolling that little bottom border around the bottom. He's so talented!

Then, I got to make the sugar flower. Oh my, that was so much fun! Looking back I should have made a bunch to cover the top just because it was so much fun to make. ...next time. But I had so much fun making that flower. It was seriously a BLAST.

I definitely learned some things (DEFINITELY) and would probably do some things different the next time around. But I'm already looking for my next opportunity to make a cake. All in all, I think it was a major success!

Anybody have any birthdays coming up and want an amature like me to bake them a cake? Just throwing that out there.

Getting Caught Up

Can you tell that I'm not a true honest to goodness blogger by the inconsistancy of posts.  I think it's been over two months now since my last post...WOW!  I just thought I'd get you caught up with a few things that I intended to post about but never did. 

First, I made my first ever fondant cake!  Yay! I think I've been drooling over pictures of fondant cakes and dying to try to make sugar flowers and watching Cake Boss, etc for about two years now.  I was just too terrified of how hard it might be.  I've never even eaten a fondant cake!  I had no idea about the consistency or anything like that but I finally had a reason to jump in head first; my niece Maliah's birthday.

I don't think I've ever been so excited and so frustrated all at the same time before.  The cake itself was no problem.  (It may have something to do with the fact that I used a box cake.  Don't judge, I wanted to make sure that the cake would at least taste great even if the rest flopped.)  But the fondant.  Oh the fondant.  Maybe because it was home made, maybe it was because it had melted marshmallows in it, or maybe that's just how fondant is, but it was so sticky!  It wasn't actually that bad but I had to use a TON of corn starch to make sure it didn't stick to the counter.  (Ya, that happened a few times.)  And picking it up to place it on the cake takes a master I think.  But I managed.  See...

Then, I got to make the sugar flower.  Oh my, that was so much fun!  Looking back I should have made a bunch to cover the top.  ...next time.  But I had so much fun making that flower.  It was seriously a BLAST. 

I definitely learned some things along the way and am looking forward to my next opportunity to make a cake.  All in all, I think it was a major success!

Graduation? I never thought this day would come!

This post is a little late but...


He did it!

Aaron is finally graduated!  This was a day long in the making and well worth the wait.  I'm so proud of my graduate!

Aaron's parents weren't able to make it for his graduation but my Mom and Dad were able to come down for the weekend and I'm so glad they did.  It was so nice to have their support and to have them to help us celebrate.    

So here's how our day went {it was a busy day}:

We woke up really early because Aaron had to get there by 8:00.  Ok maybe that doesn't count as "really early", but on a Saturday morning...it's early.  We woke up, had a nutrition packed breakfast consisting of Coco Puffs, then Aaron and I headed out the door.  Aaron left to meet up where ever it was he was supposed to meet and I got in line.  5th in line by the way, yay me!  That's how I know I was there early!  Then I got in and found seats and I waited, and told people "yes, these 8 seats are saved" over and over again until my parents showed up about a half hour later.  Then my sister Jenny showed up with her family at about 5 minutes to 10:00am.  It started at 10:00am.  But they made it! 

When all the graduates came in and graduation started, we were able to find Aaron in the crowd but he couldn't find us.  So what did I do?  I turned on the strobe light on my phone until he finally saw me {ducking my head in shame}.  The graduation ceremony was actually very good and had some great speakers.  Oh ya, also super cool, we had the "BOISE..." "...STATE" cheer going with the graduates.  Apparently that was the first time that has ever happened at a graduation.  Ya, we're that cool!  I was so ecstatic to see him receive his diploma.  And his family was able to watch it live over the internet so that was really cool.  I'm so glad they got to see that all the way from TEXAS!


After graduating we snapped a few pictures...



This one is my favorite!!!



This one isn't far behind though...



...then we headed to TGIFridays where Mom and Dad bought us a celebratory lunch.  {Let me just instert that the Jack Daniels burger is AMAZING!}  Thank you guys!


After that we went home and went to my niece Trinity's birthday party (2nd one that week :) ).  Then after a long busy day we finally got home and crawled into bed. 


I'm so proud of my graduate!!!  Thanks to everyone who helped get him here.  I love you spouse!

Waking up...

This post is a little personal but I figure that the people who read my blog already are close to me and won't mind.  It's also seemingly inconsequential but it certainly didn't feel like it to me at the time, and even now looking back.  It all started with my dream last night. 

It finally happened, I got my miracle.  My prayers had been answered and I was finally pregnant.  It was such a blessing.  I understood my Heavenly Fathers plan for me and all of that waiting finally made sense.  You know how sometimes dreams are just a jumbled mess and don't make a whole lot of sense?  Well this one wasn't like that.  This one made complete sense.  I couldn't wait to tell Aaron!  The complete JOY of it was amazing.  It was the best feeling!  Through the dream I kept going from family member to family member telling them that I was pregnant and it was amazing.  It was like real life, I just went about my days.  I was pretty protective of my belly but I was so happy!  This dream lasted the whole night... 

...and then I woke up.  It was such an instant disappointment and heart break that I couldn't believe I had to wake up and come back to reality.  Why couldn't my dream be my reality?  I just wanted to go back to my dream.  It left an ache and a hole that stayed for most of the morning.  When is my time? 

I didn't write this so that people would feel sorry for me because that's not what I want.  I'm more content and at peace with my situation than I have ever been.  Although right now all this waiting doesn't necessarily make sense yes, I know that God has a plan for me and I just have to be patient.  I've been promised children and I know that He will follow through on his promises.  I know it will happen at some point and I know I have been blessed in my patience and in my faith.  I feel very similar to my sister and how she is feeling in her own life right now.  She is praying for a miracle but isn't sure if it coincides with God's will and I am doing the same thing.  I think all we can do is keep praying in faith for our individual miracles until God's will is revealed to us.  This isn't a poor me post for sympathy, this is a post more for me than for anyone else.  This is what I'm feeling and I needed to put it into words.

I love that man!

Aaron had to go to school the other day to work on an essay and left me home all alone which was kind of a bummer.  Around 2:00pm I went into the kitchen for a snack and saw this little note on the microwave:

How cute is this?

Then I opened up the pantry, still in search of a snack and saw this on our whiteboard that is hung up on the back of the door:

I love his little reminders that show me how much he loves me. 

I LOVE THAT MAN!

Thankful

I have a friend who inspired me to do this (thanks Chelse). I get caught in a funk sometimes and can't seem to find the beauty of my day to day so here's what is making me happy today:

• I didn't straightening my hair today and I am LOVING the simplicity of it...even if it is poofy and wavy and probably not attractive at all.
• The ability to breathe at work.  Today was not a busy or slow day, just a perfectly breathable day.
• I'm getting a nightguard today.  For most of the world, this wouldn't be on their list.  For me, I'm so excited.  I spend every second of the night clenching and causing so much damage to my teeth that everyone at my dentists office knows who I am.  No, this is not a good thing.  So I am definitely thankful for this one.
• Aaron graduates in two weeks.  YAY YAY YAY!  I wish I could explain how happy this makes me.  No more stress of class and all nighters and essays for him.  And when Aaron's happy, I'm sooo happy.  
• Aaron told me that when he got home today my boys, dogs, kept going back to the garage door waiting for me to come inside too.  I love that they love me!  :)
• And most importantly, I am so thankful for my spouse.  I have the best man and my best friend as my husband.  He is so good to me and is so funny and so attentive and so handsome and so AMAZING!  I'm seriously so thankful for that man and that he balances out my crazy.  He hugs me when I need it even though snuggling hurts his back.  He always makes sure I have a lunch to take with me to work and makes me dinner when I've had a long day.  He wipes my tears when my heart breaks.  He laughs at my jokes even though I know I'm not very funny.  I love you sweetheart, thank you for being mine!

It's so easy for me to forget all of these amazing things and having to list them out like this was kind of hard.  But I'm glad I did.  I can't wait to get home and give Aaron a big fatty kiss and show him how grateful I am for him. 

Cake Balls

That's right, I said Cake Balls!   My sisters birthday was a couple days ago and I wanted to do a special kind of cake for her.  So I tried my hand at Cake Balls.   For those of you who may not have ever tried or even heard of them, cake balls are basically cake that you crumble up after cooking then add frosting to it.  Roll it into balls and dip it in chocolate.  Sounds amazing right!?!  ...it is...

This being my first time at it I wasn't really sure how amazing they would turn out, but I have to say, they looked pretty amazing!

And, they tasted pretty amazing too!  

I think they went over well and I will definitely be making these again!

We have a movie

Sometimes my husband just surprises me.  After four years together I feel like I know him so well that surprises are few and far between.  But last night, he surprised me.  

He made me a fantastic Grilled Cheese and Tomato Soup dinner with left over Molten Chocolate Cake for dessert.  YUM!  So that in itself was a surprise.  I wanted to help but he kept telling me to go watch UP.  He recorded it earlier and was determined to have me watch it.  I have to be honest, I wasn't really in the mood to watch it.  But apparently I had "missed something" the previous times I had watched it.  So while I complained and came up with excuses he just kept on telling me to "GO WATCH UP!"  So I did...

...and I watched, and I complained...  (all in good humor)

I watched them meet, I watched them fall in love, I watched them get married, I watched them decide to have babies, and I watched them find out that they couldn't have babies.  Happy kids movie, right?  About this time in the movie I said that this movie is just depressing and why did he want me to watch it anyway?

"BECAUSE IT'S US!" 

It was said with so much emotion and conviction.  It was the cutest thing I've ever heard him say.  It may not sound like much to any  one else, but to me, it was perfect and meant the world. 

So we have a movie.  Lots of people out there have a song, but we have a movie. 

Vomit...

...spew, yak, throw up, blow chunks.  However you say it, what is it about it that makes you want to do just that...vomit?

On our way home from work the other day Aaron informed me that he wasn't feeling very well.  Soon after, he informed me that he was going to throw up.  Like NOW!  So he pulls over to the side of the road, and I thought he had made it when all of the sudden I see a spray of water hit the windshield in front of Aaron.  I look over at him and his cheeks are completely full of vomit.  Haha, I felt bad but I couldn't help but laugh looking at him.  He caught his vomit!  (Mostly)  So he opens up the door and starts throwing up on the side of the road.  Meanwhile, I catch the smell and hear the sound of it and I almost lose it too.  So while he's throwing up out his door, I throw my door open to and start gagging and coming sooo close to loosing it out mine.  Aparently, my weak stomach is funny to Aaron so he starts laughing, and I start laughing, then he starts throwing up again, and I'm out the door almost throwing up again!  ...and on and on the vicious cycle goes!...

It was the most disgusting, funny drive home we've had in a long long time.  And of course, once we got home he left his door open so that I could see the mess he had made on the inside of the car door.  TOTALLY...DISGUSTING...HOT DOGS!!!  Really!?!  Typical Aaron. 

Haha, I love that boy!

(Aren't you glad I didn't post any pictures of this one?)